Ditched work today to get some extra rest. Seems fair since we came on an extra day over the weekend. Should have gone. All day I remember why I go places. I really can't handle being by myself. I would never say I'm depressed or sad. Just suffering from a complete absence of universal input. Went to see a girl I've been talking to. Drove across town and she ended up having to bail. Not surprised it often takes her days to even respond back to me. Went to get Legos to celebrate Star Wars day. Ended up buying one I already have. Not tired still and have to go to sleep for work. 2015 is so far still a year of the world revealing the truths of my life to myself.